Bingeing used to thrill me. It was my way to sidestep my life and enter a world in which nothing existed but ME and FOOD. But I'm glad it wasn't long before I realized my seemingly out of control relationship with food and my over increasing weight. I knew I had to stop and immediately planned a weight loss diet. It was hard in the beginning but with the help of my loving family, I was able to control it. Yes, I am still big but I know I will lose the unwanted fats, slowly but surely.